Damn.
In 1998 I was in an abusive relationship. I was not able to leave. On one night I had been crying for three hours not knowing what should I do. All of a sudden I heard a voice : "To become a teacher you must go through this", and saw with the eyes of my soul how the lilac hands shining light landed on my back. For the height of my heart. Incredible peace landed on me and I knew: "Tomorrow morning I must leave". So I did.
Around 1995 I was travelling in a train. An unknown elder man came to ask if there is a free seat next to me. I said yes there is and he sat next to me. He started talking: "I see that somebody has loved you a lot when you were a kid. I also know how it feels like to see beautiful faces of women in the dream cause I have seen them too."
I got hell of a scared. I just recently had seen a dream of incredibly beautiful faces of women in my dream. Those faces were beautifully veiled on transparent fabrics with laces. There was some kind of beautiful glow in the dark space I was seeing the faces.
I got so scared I didn't say anything to the man. He said he must leave the train, but in case I would like to know more, he would like to leave me his contacts. He wrote something on paper and gave it to me. As soon as I got home, I walked to garbage can and threw the paper away, not having wanted to look what it said. So till today I don't know who this man is.
In 1990 or 1991 we performed dancing to Madonna's Vogue at high school. During this performance I saw a white light in the middle in front of my chest.
In 1993 I was sitting next to my friend. We had been talking if I should study dancing. We were sitting quiet. All of a sudden I knew I really should and would love to. I started to feel some kind of energy flow around my chest. I didn't say anything. My friend recognized and felt it, and asked what am I doing. I said nothing and the feeling disappeared. I think it was a heart coherence experience just as the 1990 experience.
Time to surrender. All these things written above ring my bells. Pieces in a puzzle are going to find their places I know. The secret truly seems to be love. Love, and love only.
Stay tuned.