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with love, parisienne

a dream i had in the autumn in 2007. wrote it into a form of a lil story.

i once had a dream where there was an unknown french man with his two lady friends that were models. those women were gorgeous. i don't know what kind of a woman is gorgeous for you, but let me tell you, i have seen a woman i want to be. i say a woman, cause the woman standing on the left in this dark and quiet disco room was so captivating i still remember her, deep and focused my glance on her made me. everything in that space was glowing some kind of strange and attractive light. tranquil serenity was brimful in her. and an unerring eye for style. oh man if you saw the black hat with the wide brim she was wearing, or the cut of her black funky dress. she was a work of art, sculpture, yet so serene and able not to let that capture her. her surface in intensive communication with the world didn't shake the balance in her. she knew who she was. her attention was in me, just as everybody's in that dream. the man, his friends and my friends tried to tell me how he was the right man for me, but i was not convinced. he was wearing a baby blue shirt. i didn't say a word. man's friends didn't say a word either, but their eyes told they agreed. friendship of those three was one. the man had known he was to see and meet me, he had wanted to see me, but why, i didn't know. all i knew is that it had something yo do with cabaret and that he gave me all the information about himself. not only contact information, but all the information for me to read and see. his history. his talent. i didn't react, all i saw was the parisienne that had made such an impression on me.

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looking inside

 

blue

 

33 (dirty tree and other bad conclusions haha)

alright babes.

i will write down here 3 of my dreams... this page seems to have become my dream diary lol. suffer or enjoy, your choice! haha.

dream 1 (happened recently).

i am in a brown narrow corridor walking up in the stairs. straight. there is a door up there and i step into a small room. it is about 1m from its width and 2-3m long. my daughter walks behind me. i ask her not to close the door behind me, but she says she will, and then acts accordingly. i am alone in the room. before the light goes off in this tiny room i see on my left side, in the middle of the room a black light switcher which is half of a cube and there is a square in the middle of it. light goes off and i get scared for a second, there is only darkness, i don't see anything. i switch the light back on with my hand, can't remember if it is with the left or right one. after that i see me and my daughter sitting on the other side of the room. in the same kind of corridor than there was on the other side, behind us. door to the room is closed from this side too. the staircases form a triangle and the room is on the top. we sit up in the stairs, on the same step, she on the left side of me her face facing me. she wears pink eyeglasses. i say to her: "i have this trauma" and wake up.

dream 2 (happened in 1995)

i am by the blue lake in my birth town. sky is amazingly blue too. there is a greek looking white temple on the opposite shore, its white everything shining in the bright sunlight. sun is up in the sky on the right side of the temple. all of a sudden the light begins to pull me towards it, and what i experience, is something i have never experienced in my awaken life. i want nothing but go into that light. i want it more than what i have ever wanted anything. then i wake up.

dream 3 (happened in 2014)

i am in my city dancing on the street. i meet group of people to hang out with. i learn these people are 3 different types of christians and i first think, oh how boring! but i have fun in their company. i find an abandoned center of the christians in the middle of the city downstairs in the old building built of stone. i open the door and step in. i am alone in this space and see 2-3 rooms. i sense there have been lots of christians before in this forgotten space. i see a room where there are walls going up high, so high i can't see the roof. wallpaper in this room is blue, and it is decorated with brown drawn flowers all over. i stand looking at all this until i notice a huge beautiful blue morpho butterfly framed on the wall on my right side. then i wake up.

 

something funny to the end. 

33 is like dirty tree. 

opposite to it must be holy wood. now i understand why they burn palo santo around hollywood haha. 

holy smoke! 

sun in california never lets you down.

let's dance

 

old stuff

 

blue dress and fresh lemons

ohh. 

about a month ago i had a dream of a good friend of mine. all i remember from that dream is, how she was wearing a blue, pretty and lovely summer dress, and how she was holding lots of fresh lemons in her hands. atmosphere was with lots of beauty. and i guess you guess the tone of the blue in the dress was the kind of blue we all love, and pray for. 

i need to keep this picture on my mind very clear. 

yummy colours