i'm at sea. northern sea. it used to be a lake, but that i see whales i know i'm in the middle of something big.
i'm travelling in a tiny boat. looks like a fishing boat. on my left side there are five men. fathers and sons and single fathers and cousins and uncles and nephews, step-brothers and step-fathers, husbands, godfathers, brothers-in-law, neighbours, friends, grandfathers. i'm a step-daughter, a step-sister, a cousin, a niece, a neighbour, a friend. godmother of a grandson.
i travel with the men of the brotherhood. i travel with the men of the fatherhood. i travel with the men of responsibility. i travel with the men of respect. i travel with the men of intellect. i travel with the men of leadership. i travel with the men of peace. i'm safe.
i travel with the men of nature.
i travel with a man of travelling and medicine. he's a godfather who once cut his wristle with an axe behind the sauna. that's where all the violence of the brotherhood in the north happened. after replacing the palm he came to show it to me how good it became. soon after that he became a world traveller. not yet a healer. at first he has to fall in love in far places. his nature is the nature of the sun and warmth. he's a man of the wisdom and healing hands. he once told in the moment of the shipwreck how one must learn, that one can't become attached on earthly things. that's like what it is said in matthew 9-16-25 too. he's with the authority on his goddaughter. she tells he is her best friend. she does anything he asks her to do. when she was a baby, she closed her eyes and started sleeping just like that when he asked her to do so.
we travel on water that is not like water at all. it is an unknown element. it is grey and like some kind of oil. sky is grey and low. i see whales in the water. scares me a bit to pass them so close. i think if i should do some fishing, but decide not to. i also see an animal unknown to me under the water. man steering the boat tells me that it's an elk diving. i learn that the elk is a symbol of leadership and stamina. i learn that a man with the elk power is considered excessively lucky in love.
i'm totally surrounded by grey. even the woods repeat the same colour. if i was an inuit i would be able to see more than fifty different greys. i would be able to give names to them all. now there are only three different greys. what grows is always the darkest.
all of a sudden we're in a life raft, life raft that is round, black and with the engine. made of the inner tube of the tractor tyre. i'm not sure if it's an inner circle. it's perfectly designed to those circumstances. there's now a thin layer of white snowish ice that covers the grey sea under us. ice either is not like ice at all, it's more like a mixture of snow and fabric. if i'd touch it it would feel like touching cotton.
i must be a member of a rescue party. is my politics the politics of god's kingdom?
then the life raft throws me to the shore. to the shore that belongs to a man who marked his wife with the bruises. i lay down in the snow and giggle. on the shore there's a cottage of a family man. life taught him much, he knew everything about crime, divorce, disability of the child, death of the child, death of the spouse. he's a man with whom you pee under from laughing too much.
then i see you.
everything's with a pure connection.
you're in an inner circle. i must calculate the angle. is it 9-16-25?
no words out loud are needed.
you possess symmetry, masculinity, maturity, openness. you possess power and control. you possess leadership and knowledge. you possess awareness. you're a star. also by your body position.
you're going somewhere with me.
you're going to steer the life raft. you're sovereign with any element. you know how to steer black on white. in the nature there's nothing black, there's only grey and white. there's only one nature.
so far up north i had to go to find you.
so far up north i had to come to find you, a master, a developed monk.
who, hopefully would sleep under a crystal chandelier, because i don't. not a very good feng shui if it'd crash me. that kind of activity is only for a developed monk, a monk, like you.
i'm travelling in a tiny boat. looks like a fishing boat. on my left side there are five men. fathers and sons and single fathers and cousins and uncles and nephews, step-brothers and step-fathers, husbands, godfathers, brothers-in-law, neighbours, friends, grandfathers. i'm a step-daughter, a step-sister, a cousin, a niece, a neighbour, a friend. godmother of a grandson.
i travel with the men of the brotherhood. i travel with the men of the fatherhood. i travel with the men of responsibility. i travel with the men of respect. i travel with the men of intellect. i travel with the men of leadership. i travel with the men of peace. i'm safe.
i travel with the men of nature.
i travel with a man of travelling and medicine. he's a godfather who once cut his wristle with an axe behind the sauna. that's where all the violence of the brotherhood in the north happened. after replacing the palm he came to show it to me how good it became. soon after that he became a world traveller. not yet a healer. at first he has to fall in love in far places. his nature is the nature of the sun and warmth. he's a man of the wisdom and healing hands. he once told in the moment of the shipwreck how one must learn, that one can't become attached on earthly things. that's like what it is said in matthew 9-16-25 too. he's with the authority on his goddaughter. she tells he is her best friend. she does anything he asks her to do. when she was a baby, she closed her eyes and started sleeping just like that when he asked her to do so.
we travel on water that is not like water at all. it is an unknown element. it is grey and like some kind of oil. sky is grey and low. i see whales in the water. scares me a bit to pass them so close. i think if i should do some fishing, but decide not to. i also see an animal unknown to me under the water. man steering the boat tells me that it's an elk diving. i learn that the elk is a symbol of leadership and stamina. i learn that a man with the elk power is considered excessively lucky in love.
i'm totally surrounded by grey. even the woods repeat the same colour. if i was an inuit i would be able to see more than fifty different greys. i would be able to give names to them all. now there are only three different greys. what grows is always the darkest.
all of a sudden we're in a life raft, life raft that is round, black and with the engine. made of the inner tube of the tractor tyre. i'm not sure if it's an inner circle. it's perfectly designed to those circumstances. there's now a thin layer of white snowish ice that covers the grey sea under us. ice either is not like ice at all, it's more like a mixture of snow and fabric. if i'd touch it it would feel like touching cotton.
i must be a member of a rescue party. is my politics the politics of god's kingdom?
then the life raft throws me to the shore. to the shore that belongs to a man who marked his wife with the bruises. i lay down in the snow and giggle. on the shore there's a cottage of a family man. life taught him much, he knew everything about crime, divorce, disability of the child, death of the child, death of the spouse. he's a man with whom you pee under from laughing too much.
then i see you.
everything's with a pure connection.
you're in an inner circle. i must calculate the angle. is it 9-16-25?
no words out loud are needed.
you possess symmetry, masculinity, maturity, openness. you possess power and control. you possess leadership and knowledge. you possess awareness. you're a star. also by your body position.
you're going somewhere with me.
you're going to steer the life raft. you're sovereign with any element. you know how to steer black on white. in the nature there's nothing black, there's only grey and white. there's only one nature.
so far up north i had to go to find you.
so far up north i had to come to find you, a master, a developed monk.
who, hopefully would sleep under a crystal chandelier, because i don't. not a very good feng shui if it'd crash me. that kind of activity is only for a developed monk, a monk, like you.
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